Putting on fake smile is hard :(

I hate myself :(i am just a guy who heart has broken into piece and putting on fake smile.i dont want you to feel guilty for hurting me,i am never gonna blame it on you. you can treat me as invisible guy.i know you got many suitors but i dont mind i wouldnt give up on you. i will give you my blessing if you found your true love 1 day.But if you get hurt just remember i will always be there for you.ending my life is not going to help so i wouldnt do anything to hurt myself dont worry or feel guilty

Always loving you ♥

Holiday is here! happy that i can sleep late late!! But i wont be able to see you :(
today have breakfast with teacher,my burger was wet for some reason which idk :x after that took report book. i look at you after you took your report book and saw a sad face wanted to cheer you up but cant walk to you :( after school went home change then go mac slack.went wesley house and saw him dying hair so cute sia :x rush back to school for the frenly match with catalic high sch. lost to them sian.Tired liao bye